Serving a whole new batch of Green eggs and Ham

Long Time Since I Wrote

2005-10-06T15:58:29Z

Hey readers,
I have thought of this before and have mentioned in previous entries that I am the Kerouac incarnate. Jack and I seem to find more paralles then before. I have slowly discovered that Kerouac has taken over my life and that we are so closely similar. I figured that once I get my book published I will need to have a group of bizarre poets and hang out with them just to get my way across. I figured that Jack and I have another thing in common, Kerouac's mother was named Gabrelle mine is Danielle freaky. Both Jack and I don't drive but we both know how to. We are both severe drunks who are friends with some poets. I figured that Kerouac and I have a few other things, we both seek the wisdom of something higher up. He has been a great source and role model for me. I have always admired Jack and I began to explore more about him and found that he too was Mentally Ill. I find these similarities and that I am closely related to Kerouac then I thought.

I can easily dub myself the NEXT Kerouac. I joked with my friends that I am possibly an idealist but the more I look into meditation and rencarnation. I am slowly believing that I am a closely an idealist like Jean Louis. Its ideal that it could be the similarities but I find these similarities closer to me then usual. I think if I put my imagination together I can find that Neal Cassidy could closely be Michael. But I haven't really pictured the two but I will examine further

hey that was it

2005-05-03T19:55:45Z

What the hell?
It has been a long weekend, Saturday was Tie Dye at Rice it was a fun event but I felt bored and I decided to leave after I few hours of being there. My head was splitting so I decided to leave after I waited for a few hours for Colleen to show up. This was unfair for my part that I waited to see a few hours for a no show. Well today I decided, to stay home from work and focus on my book and watch the 2 hour Law&Order SVU event. That sounds pretty cool.Angela Lansbury and Alfred Molina as guests stars I like the actors. I also finished cooking black bean soup which was a simple receipe I created on my own. I hope that mom likes it herself.

Well anyway aside from the tie dye on Saturday we had to go to the vet on Sunday because Maxine was hit by a car. She is ok she has a few scrapes and bruises but nothing broken. She is so weak right now its sad. She feels like she can't move or she can't go outside she is like very lathargic. I hope she feels better soon. I hope so tired myself but I can't sleep so I figured that I would just relax. I just re arrange my closet and now its clean.

Wonder what I am going to do next. Hmm,closet. kitchen,book,hmm i'll figure it out. oh well i'll write more later.

So it has been a while.

2005-04-29T23:53:52Z

Well
I have been aching and I haven't had time to write and well a lot tbings have happend. I have been sick and my pains are worse than before. I know I shouldn't complain but it hurts. Tonight is the GSA picinic but I decided to stay home and rest my muscles and relax. Maybe Its for the best after yesterday I drank some spiked Whiskey coke which made me drunk real quick and really sick earlier today. I had a pretty busy day I wrote for about 4 hours today and read and edited my book but I mostly highlighted some passages to keep them updated for the next set of work.

Mom isn't back yet and I think I can talk about my dream about Carl Jung's archetype's and the waterfall. In the dream I was at this waterfall in the middle of no where and each was a reflection of my life. Each series of events began with a part of the archetypal pattern. Take when I was in Boy Scouts I was a warrior, young and often misguided but need someone to guide my life to stear it the right way. My years at St.Pauls I was a Prince, smart and deceisve yet needed guidance stear it. But I have been facinated with Carl Jung for about a long time and I figure I will go to the Jung center on Monday and see if I can research more on him and his philosophy and his books.

Well, I have been reading about Carl Jung on the web but some of the stuff hasn't been as helpful as what I hope to find at the center but I hope its better. I think I started liking Jung when I was first introduced to him in Mister Kight's class in religion my junior year of school.

The dog is sleeping on the couch and I am on the chair. Mom still hasn't come back and I am wondering where the hell she is at. She will be surprised that I've decided to stay home. Oh well! I think I am going to put my pjs at 7.

Dog Scramble its better and more humane then Calves

2005-04-20T15:33:03Z

Hello Weekly readers of my Web Blog,
Today I had to chase after Miss Maxine through out the front yard. My muscles are hurting like a bitch, not from the dog scramble but from general Lupus. What really sucks is that I took a major fall on my arm, the one that is already hurting. Well mom and dad are doing well working hard like usual keeping the Neveu's occupied and well I am racing after the dog. Last night, I didn't go to work so I could meet the Rousso Groulets which was a lot of fun. I gave Jay the socks I gave him and he seems to really like them. Well tonight the folks are going to the Pet Club. For me, I am going to Valhalla talk about getting the raw end of the stick. While they are dealing with fine dining, I am going be drinking .50 Shiners and waste time.

Well aside from what my plans for tonight I am also going to talk with Chuck ( MOB Director) about me and Lupus. Pretty excited, I am going to buy a cane at the dollar store and hopefully that will ease the pain I have in my legs. Well,Rica (Mark's daughter from Valhalla) wrote back to me, for once i did get an e-mail back from a Ricey. Well she says she doesn't know if she is going to the opening this Thursday but will stop by the gallery maybe later. What really upsets me is that Beth didn't e-mail me back or at least deleted it, I worked hard in that e-mail to ask her some help oh well. Beth is one of those people, who seems to be upset with me even though I didn't do anything wrong.

Things are pretty well grounded for now, muscles hurt like a bitch and I can't move my arms as much without hurting them.I haven't been to Valhalla in 5 days so I kind of miss it. hehe. Well I am going to try to write today or at least that is what I am telling myself I am going to do. My body is also super tired and I can't really explain why. Lupus is surely a pain in the ass disease that I have no control of. I am thinking of working till I feel right about it. Well I am happy I feel like listening or at least watching Reservoir Dogs again. Somehow the diaglogue of the film sounds nice when you are depressed.

Well,for now I am going to the store. I'll write more tommorow.

Well so it has been a while but I look like freaky

2005-04-18T19:03:30Z

Well,
I have been diagnoised with Lupus on Thursday and I feel like shit. Emotionally I am depressed and yet I am masking it by being happy. I feel weird about the illness while other times I feel like I am drained. So far its been an up and down rollercoaster of emotions. Nothing really happening last week except I was working on the book. I have been tired and sick. Well, tv is on and I really don't know what to really think of changing it. Mom and Dad are doing fine and they are busy like crazy. Yesterday Pierre and Monique Neveu are in town, so its pretty much keeping me busy.

Well I have been thinking of going back to school but its costing me more money than I thought we could afford. I thought the price was only going to be 270 dollars but thats only the deposit. Its so sad I guess I should try to convince and beg my parents to see if they can lend me the 2580 for the one class.

In random thoughts, I figured I have two TV crushes, you know those where people you wish would give you the time of day or go out on a date with but can't because they are celebs. A lot of people have crushes, in the 60s teen girls had crushes on Davy Jones of the Monkees and other tv stars but I myself its not a famous famous person and plus she lives in New York and I would possibly be out of my league for the first one, one she can cook or at least she does on tv Gadia De Laurentis she is seems so cool and dreamy that she likes Nutella so she is cute as a button. The other one, is Sarah Lewittin, you know the cute girl who is Spin's editor. She is young and she is a writer, and Jewish three great highlights.
De Laurentis is married I don't know about Lewittin. She seems to be one of those people that I would comp her a coke at Valhalla it sounds like just a dreamy woman. I know its just what I think.

Well, I am bored out of my mind and I am at the point I am actually thinking of taking a nap but I am too tired but I am keeping myself busy. Writing this blog. I figure I should do something productive like relax and let my mind wander. My hand is killing me but I am keeping it from falling asleep. So far TV is so boring that I figured that I will turn off the tv.

The Dog looks like she is content of something keeping her busy but thats a whole different she is a dog she can be easily entertained.

Well I am going to write again tommorow.

Its Been A Long Long Time Since My last post

2005-04-09T14:55:49Z

First off I have been extremely busy and I haven't had the time to write anything for a while. I have been busy with working on the book and the bar. Well we finally finished with Beer Bike last weekend, which was a lot of fun but it was also so boring. I have been busy with other things now that I have explained why I haven't written, I can begin to write about my thoughts. Well since my last update the Pope died, Charles and Camilla got married and Prince Ranier died. So far everything is well blah at the home front. Last night I watched the Marx Brothers Movies. I thought the movies were dynamite, Groucho's quick witted puns and Chico. I thought the whole thing was halarious.

I have been also working on thinking of thoughts of my new book. So far, I have been thinking. My stomach is aching and I am tired. So I am planning to write today and maybe do some laundry. Its going to be boring day.

Its Been A While.

2005-03-11T19:51:14Z

While I haven't been on here writing about everything that I said I was going to do. I did today look at my life and realized boy do I have problems. I haven't written in a while cause I have been out every night or so partying. Which isn't a good thing for people in my condition. I drank to much to often. I told this to Vivian today,that I felt like I was slowly becoming an alcoholic. That to me is scary when you realize that both sides of my family has alcholism. Tonight,would of been my first Chug practice but I decided I am planning on staying home. Part of me wants to go, but I am trying to fight with myself whether or not I should go. I know if I go I am going to drink, but if I stay home its cheaper especially since tommorow I will be working the parade. I am not tired I am pretty much welcoming mood.

I think, I will be more alert if I stay home. Thinking I have a drinking problem is the least of my problems. I am also beginning to feel really weird. My head doesn't hurt, I am writing which I said I was going to do. Well life itself is pretty boring there is absolutely nothing to do. Trying to figure out each day as a puzzle piece. I had a date with Colleen last night, which was an awesome date but again I drank to much. Mom thinks I am ruining my chances before I have a chance of doing something. I will see her tommorow, at the parade. I promised Viv I would try to reduce or at least eleminate any drinking tommorow. Well,the dog is next to me and she is sleeping. She is adorable when she sleeps, she is always hyper around mom, which annoys her and I don't think mom should put up with that.

What a day? Its so boring. I figured I should do something but what. I already bought Michael's birthday card. Michael who has been my friend for 13 years now pretty much knows me. I thought it was a nice jesture. I mean I know his birthday but I am willing to bet you money that he doesn't remember mine. Well that sucks.!

Nothing is on TV. so I turned it off so I can focus on writing. What do I have to say, I am a drunk. I am a writer and a great drunk. I should change my ways. Relax and stretch.Hmm! Well the gang is going to New Orleans,which would be great for them but I see that there will be trouble. I can sense it. I am glad I am not going. Its a shame that I have all this free time in my hands. Tommorow will be fun and exciting I love the St Patrick's Parade.

I talked with Colleen about John Nash and she thought I was autistic for the fact that I know so much about books. I told her not autistic but Artistic. She somehow doesn't care that I am schizo which is a great thing. If a girl likes me for me. Then I am happy.

This is so boring.

I'll write later.

great

2005-03-01T17:01:54Z

Well,
My dad is reading my book and so far he loves it. For me that is like the seal of approval I am looking for. Its not that I need his approval on everything I write but his judgement helps me in the future. Its like when you buy a car, you want to know information before buying it. So thats the same way of my dad is with the book.

Well, it has been a good week. I have been busy working on the book and resting. Nothing exciting has happend. Tonight I will go see my writer's group. Mom finished the book and she loved it. I was wondering if she loved the book cause I was her son or if she loved it cause it was well written. I am pretty happy about the reviews so far. Well, I have to see what dad thinks then I am set. Well, I have a great day set up to write and edit some of the book. I know its been a while since I last wrote but I will explain that I have been busy.

I am thinking of ideas to write for my next book. I am thinking if it will be a New Orleans Crime Novel. Or if it will, a boxing novel set in New Orleans. Just a series of novel ideas. Well I am writing a series of ideas to think of. Watching a show on Mike Tyson. I still think its funny that my grandfather used to call me Tyson, for I was a fighter. Now if I can change the fighting image to a real fighters image it would be great.

I gotta find a way to quit smoking. Maybe if I write, or walk either way do something to kick this habit. There is gotta be a way to quit. I will find a way.

I'll write more when there is more.

Hehe FOOLS!

2005-02-24T17:57:19Z

Well,
The weather is miserable. Its cold and was raining. Yesterday I spent the day sleeping. I felt horrible, I was so tired my body just needed sleep.

I am watching Unsolved Mysteries, it is a pretty good show,but it seems like this show repeats itself. Different stories but they all seem to be connected one way to the other. Well, nothing new has happend since the last entry. I am feeling a lot better. I am also ready to start my day as soon as I can. I am planning on showering and get ready for the show tonight. Its hard to believe that St Patrick's day is almost here.That is going be great. I have a lot of things I have to do before the event. I have to call to see if the sign up sheet is up. So I can work the day of the event. So I have been trying to decide what I can do.

Well, i am working on character development. Going to figure out what to do. I am first going to take a shower and then get dressed. Well I am debating whether or not attend the show. I mean if I go I would miss the Apprentice,but I can enjoy the food. What should I do. I am going to decide later on tonight. Well there is really nothing new to write about. Just thoughts that I can't project on screen. I am tired, but not sleepy. I can either sleep or watch t.v. I have to wash some of my clothes. I have to also clean my room. The TV seems like the best thing I can do. I can leave early if the sign up sheet is there. So I am going to go if the sheet is there. I am working on the book.

Last night, I saw Smallville-Law&Order. The shows were pretty good,but I think the West Wing has gone crappy this season. It talked about Toby's brother death. It was sad but at the same time it was funny seeing Toby and Josh fight each other. It made me think of the fight I had with Doc. I remember just lunging at him and Doc nailing me in the jaw. Well Doc &I have been friends again. I showed the picture of Valentine to mom and she said she knew him. I think that would be halarious, if Eric turns out to be a former client or a client. The picture was halarious,it was a parody of the cigar ads of Monte Cristo.

I am thinking of going tommorow to visit the gang. I have been there since Tuesday. The people there are so nice and welcoming me. Well, if the weather clears up. I am going to be happy. I hate that the weather has ruined everything that I planned on doing.
I saw David on Tuesday, he is planning on going to Iran next week. I am hoping for his safety. I have to take a shower and be clean. I think I will shave too. So I can look nice.

Well,I am going to call Griff's at 12:.

cool beans

2005-02-22T03:19:43Z

3 posts in one day

Hey I am so happy,
Marie Claire Blais read my book and loved it. She told Stephane that the book was well written and worked on. The major thing is that I need to rework the character development. Which is going to be a tough task to do but heck I can do it now that I've heard this awesome news. I will start working at 10 tommorow. Well, the weather outside is a bit warm and I am feeling extra sticky. Watching CSI Miami. Well I am going falling asleep soon.

The dog looks already comfortable and I am going to put on my pjs. The show is horrible,David Caruso knowing everything before hand. Its the same way like D'orfio in Criminal Intent. It is so annoying when detectives know the answers before everyone else does. Its like Columbo but at least its worth watching when he tries to solve the crime. But know it all detectives are so boring.
I think that is why I wrote the novel, so I wouldn't have know-it-all detectives, but detectives who have to investigate first then solve the crimes.

Man its so hot right now I just am sweaty. I hate being hot and sticky already. The weather is some what cool outside,but its hot here.

I am going to try to figure out what to do tommorow, about creative character development. Its going be a tough task but its got to be done. I think I am going to rewrite most of it,but first re read what I have written. I am also going to ask dad for some money cause I am broke as a joke.

Well,I am happy I can't sleep but am sleepy. Going to take my meds and see if I'll be cooled off from doing so. My legs are also cramping up on me.

Hippie Gumbo

2005-02-22T00:25:59Z

Well,

Today was a boring day,I thought I had an appointment with Vivian but I moved it till Friday. We went to the hardware store and relaxed.Nothing exciting happend today. Well, I know today I could of slept till tommorow, but I decided to sleep till 4. Well I am watching Malcolm In The Middle. So far the weather was better today.

I was thinking of going out today, but I think it is cheaper to have stayed home. Tommorow I will ask dad for some money so I can use it for the writing meeting. There really is nothing going on with me, the dog is sleeping on the couch, tv is on. Tommorow I will work on the sketch and part of my book. I will start working around 10 and finish around 3. I hopefully am not tired as much as I was today. I think I will also spend the time researching and writing some more.

Its wierd when you think that today was just a normal President's Day. I didn't do anything exciting. I mean I usually go out on Mondays but I was too tired to go out.

Well, I am in the situation where I have nothing to do. I mean part of me is bored the other part of me is sleepy. What should I do.

Hunter Died

2005-02-21T15:51:46Z

Its one of those moments, when you stop and realize what life is worth living. Yesterday Doctor Hunter S Thompson, died. For a fellow writer the loss its sad. For if you look at Hunter S Thompson,he was one who brought humor in his writing. He brought levity to the field of writing. He wrote most of the stuff in a drug and drunk state but his writing was still remarkable.

Well, the thing that sucks about his death was that he comitted suicide,which to me seems like the chicken shit way out of life. For a guy who lived life to the fullest that was a coward way of doing things.

I am going to do research for my next book. I am thinking of writing sketches for SNL after watching the First 5 Yrs. I think I am funny and I can write humor too. I have to go to Viv's at 11:00. Talk with her about things in general. So bored, I will write more when I have something else to say.

Silly Rabbit Trix Are For Kids.

2005-02-17T16:32:58Z

It was just a typical day yesterday, I went to school to see my old friends and I managed to drink again. Nothing really exciting but heck, HCC WL is a lot cooler now. When I was a student, a lot of people were either to busy or concerned about classes, but now they seem like the partying atmosphere. I am here again hoping to get my 4.00 from this guy John. I am broke well I have 18 bucks but if I have my 4.00 I can be able to go to Valhalla tommorow. We have plenty of beer,left from yesterday's get together I put it in the Tacky room, just gotta find a chilled place to put it.

The weather is somewhat cold today. Not freezing but cold. Well I do love this campus a lot more than I ever did West Loop. Monday is Presidents Day, so nothing will be open and schools will be closed. I guess I will have to find something to do.

Last night, I watched tv. Nothing really good, the West Wing was a bit boring, could of been better. Law&Order was a lot more exciting. Smallville, was alright, the dog on the show was adorable. I guess, I can stay home again tonight and watch the Apprentice, or go out again. I will wait and see. I went to bed early cause I had to be up at 7. I was finally able to sleep by 10:45.

I am going to try to convince my father for 40 bucks, I'll ask him while he goes to the grocery store to buy coffee and milk. If he doesn't have the money, I am going to ask him, can I have my SSI check. I know we are in a budget crunch ,but if I can have some money it would be great.

Now,nothing exciting is happening, just keeping myself busy.When I get home, I am going to see if I can schedual an appointment with Nancy. I have figured, I am doing alright,so far with my meds. Life's is becoming simply easier on me.

Well,I am going to headback home in an hour and write somemore but for now, I am going to wait for John and my 4.00.

I need the money.

An Update since my last entry 10 days ago.

2005-02-16T19:07:45Z

UPDATE
The book is now being read by French Canadian Author Marie-Clair Blais. She is reading it to see if it seems fit to be published and find a publisher at the same time. I am currently, enjoying the fact that I have accomplished this novel, and working well researching on my new novel. It will be another crime novel. This time it will be set in New Orleans, with the lead Detective Ethan Snow and his family moving from Boston to the Cresent City. I figured I know more about New Orleans than I did with Boston,but I will be research on cases or at least some legal jist to put in this novel. I have gone several times to the Harris County Criminal Court House,which has helped me with a few leads. I have also talked with Houston Police Department to do a ride along program. That will be exciting. I am thinking of asking my mom's boss and my mom if I can stay a week in New Orleans do some more research. If I can rent the apartment for a week, maybe I can get some of the details of the New Orleans more than I can from my experiences. Maybe, if I go to N.O. it can be experience what I am writing about.

Well, I have been doing alright, family is doing well. Tommorow, is the opening of an artist at the Gallery which is keeping my mom busy. My dad is doing well, working hard with newspaper. I am also reading documents and cases to help boost this book. I am also planing on calling people up as contacts. The weather outside is pretty nice in the low 70s. Its beginning to feel like spring.
Well, life is alright for now, nothing new happening at this moment, but there will be something bound to happen.

The weather is pretty good outside, in the low 70s. Tonight I've decided to stay home, after going out the last two nights. I think it will be better for me and my budget. I may go out on Friday. I will buy a pack of cigarettes so Valentine will be nice with me again. He treated me like a major jerk last night. I will try to make peace with him by buying him a drink and say I am sorry. Its the least I can do. What is remarkable, is that Valhalla has turned into my new spot to hang out and drink. A few reasons I love Valhalla is that there is cheap beer, great conversations and well arguing politics with Tracy.
You can't go wrong with .85 cent beer. At times its a terrible place because sometimes they make you feel more of an outsider than you normally are. I can't believe I say this, but I feel like I belong somewhere when most of the time I am an outsider. Its just wierd. Really!

Well,the only major flaw is that one of the patrons behaves like an asshole, and well he likes to prove he is an asshole. He doesn't hide the fact that he is a major jerk, infact he likes to act like it and sometimes I feel like screaming for him to shut up. But that would be wrong. Well, I am going to go and read some more of my research stuff. I will write more when the time comes up. \

Tonight is an all new Law&Order and West Wing. Woohoo! Another excellent reason to stay home. Plus, I can go to bed early if I am tired.

Well once again, I am sorry for having not written in ten days or so. I'll continue to write later.

NE 14 PHI 7

2005-02-07T02:00:36Z

WOW,
PATRIOTS ARE PLAYING LIKE CRAP! The score 14-7 but they are playing really shitty. My stomach is killing me. I was invited to go to league city to a superbowl party but I realized I may not have a way back home if I went. So I decided it was for the best that I stayed home. BW3s is a Rip off. They were charging 25 dollars for a seating fee plus tip, that would include meal. We, the writer's group thought we would be grandfathered in since we arrived early but the idiot manager said we had to pay our share if we watched the game. What an asshole. That is why we had been there early so we wouldn't have to pay an 25 per seat. I am tired too,I guess the whole idea of paying extra money is riddiculous. So I am staying at home.Infact if I stay at home its easier and I can fall asleep without being sick. Its cheaper that I've stayed home. Well I am happy new england is winning but will they win the super bowl. I am hopeful optomistic yes. My body is also there to tell me to lie down.

Ahh my eyes are shutting on me.It looks like I am fighting the sleeping monster and he is winning. So now I am even gladder that I am not in League City. This year's Super Bowl's commerical's are not funny or any good infact they suck. I guess I will write more when I wake up tommorow but for now I am going to lie down.

just a thought

2005-02-03T16:13:39Z

Hey every1,
I thought of something while watching ok, barely watching the State of the Union. Bush says we have a problem with Social Security. Well you know between you and me, and many in the liberal media, we don't have a major problem. Infact if Congress doesn't do anything for the next 50 years, I mean absolutely nothing we will still have social security. I may not be the right person to talk about it and surely I am possibly a little early to worry about the government issuing me a social security check when I get older but for my parents age,the baby boomers,they are fine. We may have a problem with Social Security in 50 years or so,but for now and what I have been reading, we don't have one that severe that Shrub has to worry about. People will still get there checks and people will spend it,but are we really at fear the whole thing will go belly up before his term is over with? Of course not. Social Security is here to last for a while.

While I am possibly a minority of people who actually believes that social security isn't a problem, our problem really lies on Bush lite. We are told things that are grossly exhagerated from his simple head. Take this example, imagine going to the fishing and you catch a few fish,small ones, well you would be embarassed to tell your friends all you caught were minnoes or guppies so you tell them you caught a large marlin. Well thats what I think Bush is saying. So we have guppies of problems and he is making them look like Marlins. How do we fix this lie,is by looking at the facts themselves.Facts something that Junior fails to give us.

Look he told us Iraq, had, note keyword is had weapons of mass destruction, and well we had to fight. Well after bombing the crap out of Iraq , we found out there were no WMDS,but his facts were they had them. Also take this ,he states as fact that Iraq is safer now that the U.S. is there, well it maybe a lot safer since Saddam is gone but again we have more fighting and more troops killed. Somehow these facts are grossely wrong.

I may not be Joe Friday, but when I feel the urge to ask the president,Just the Facts Sir. But I also want proof. Sure people will always claim there stake in the arguement but face it people, the facts the president have given us are terrible lies at worse not facts at all.

Think liberalism,is just a dirty word, well damn it, so should conservatism. Have you noticed a lot of right wing nuts that are in this country, there are too many. How many liberal nuts are there a lot too. So either side can't win this race. Myself I am a liberal nut,not by fault but by birth. Having a terrible time arguing with people about conservatism and liberalism its just a terrible mind blowing experience.

Like every college student who starts off people, begin to argue the existence of God. While many who argue this may say one thing or the other they are stating there own beliefs not solid facts. So that is what I am getting at, Bush should stop saying his beliefs are facts and that if they are just beliefs then fine let him believe them but don't let people assume they are facts. That my friends would be wrong.

So with Social Security, his belief that the whole system will collapse in 10 years is just simply a belief,not a fact. Argue what you will but beliefs are not solid facts. Trust me.

Alright sorry I bored you with that rant. Nothing new with me, just that the weather is getting nicer, still cold and yet its partially sunny. I feel better after having 12 hours of sleep. Didn't do much yesterday but slept,which my body needed to relax and feel better without me getting sicker. My headache went away when I went to bed. I just woke up and I feel fine. I am a bit thirsty. Well,the dog looks like she is ready for a walk.Woohoo! She was hyper this morning, I don't know why but it was terrible. T.V. is off,going to go to the store with Senorita Maxine after I put on some pants. Then take a long warm shower. Clean myself up and then watch U.M. for two hours. then I don't know what I am gonna do next.

Last night I had a great amount of sleep cause of the stupid fureaking headache,and dreamt about me sleep walking around my neighborhood. It was so vivid, I thought it was real.But I wokeup in my bed realizing it was just a dream. I also dreamt about Grandmother,it was her birthday yesterday, somehow we talked for 30 minutes or so,in my dream.That too was vivid but that didn't bother me as much as my sleep walking dream. Well I am going to get ready to walk fideaux. Also,been thinking of what can I do today.Hmm I'll see what I can do.
I may after UM go take a shower or do something productive.

Brrr

2005-02-02T17:16:25Z

Well I am watching the fabulous life of Hip Hop Stars. Well that show is extremely stupid, I mean should we feel evny of these people bcause they spend outrageous money on crap. I hope when I become a successful novelist that I don't blow my money and then again I am terrible with spending money.

Well,today is freaking freezing. I had a good breakfast. Last night I had a great amount of sleep, and I dreamt about the idea for the latest novel I am planning on writing. Well I figured I am going to set it in New Orleans which is going to be great. I am thinking of making a sequel to Fire At Lepine Arms and set it in New Orleans. What I am thinking of doing is having Ethan and Denise move to New Orleans because of Denise's job. Well thats all I am going to say now about the book.

Looking forward to Sunday, watching the Superbowl with several writers at BW3s, in the Village that is going to be fun. I just hope the weather clears up cause I hate being freezing. I am not a major football fan, but I do like the New England Patriots alot. Which I hope win the Superbowl. I am not particularly fond of the Philidelphia Eagles. Like I said I am not a major fan. For the SuperBowl I am pulling for the Patriots. Go PATS.

What I am planning on doing is watch the Superbowl and if it gets really boring I am going to head home and sleep. Well thats my plan for Sunday I wonder what I am going to do Saturday and Friday. I think I may just sleep. You know I am not sick but I have been getting terrible headaches, haven't said anything about the headaches just sleeping them off. I received my check for this month $216 I am wondering if I am being screwed. Cause I am entitled to 536 or something like that. Unless I receive another check tonight I won't complain. But I am doubtful. But heck with the money, I can use it for this weekend. I don't think I'll be using all 213 but at least 100 dollars out of it. Oh well I'll ask dad today.

Well I am going to write later when there are other things to write about.

Its been a while

2005-02-02T04:17:45Z

Well I have been busy while I written and now I am going to write again. Well if I didn't write it before,I finished the novel. I am part of a writers guild. A few locals Houston writers. These writers are pretty cool. Infact I am invited to a Superbowl party this weekend. I can't wait for it. While,we have met before at Valhalla its better we meet somewhere else cause the whole Rice bar scene is kind of creepy. For starters me not being a student.We are watching the game at Buffalo Wild Wings 3
I would be worried that something would happen if I went on campus. So its safe. Aside from writing, I have been reading again, my newest book is the History of Scotland. Its a pretty cool, but the some of it is boring.

The weather is so cold. I am watching again the Obsence episode of Law&Order Svu, I never realized how hot Maggie Grace is. She is amazingly beautiful. She is a terrific actress. Her role as Jessie Dawning is amazing. You kind of feel sorry for her as a rape victim,and celebrity. I also think this episode is great because of the freedom of speech issue. I think its again my favorite episode.
Lewis Black is halarious as BJ Cameron. Dana Delaney is amazing as an a crazy mom.

Today I went to HCC to see Mr E and well that was fun well sort of I saw Colin, well that was the only one I saw, he told me he was clean,which for me i am proud of him. I was even shocked that he was at school especially when it was raining. I remember he used to cut class if it was raining even if it was drizzling but this new Colin is interesting. I was thinking,of going back tommorow but I realize I would be bored. Plus why would I want to go back to HCC again.

The weather outside is rainy and cold. Its not fun outside, infact if I go outside I would be shivering. The dog is resting on the couch and she looks like she is at peace. Hopefully the weather clears up cause its getting to bug the heck out of me. Its kind of sad about the Pope but like I've said to mom its going to be my first papal election. Since he became pope in 78 and I was born in 80. Well, this is going to be an interesting papal thing who is going to be the next pope. Mom suspects the next pope will be a black pope, I am thinking it will go back to an Italian. If the pope does die, its going to be TV coverage that will never end. I feel sorry for the pope, why cause he suffers from parkinsons and has problems breathing. Hopefully things will be better for him.

Well I was planning on watching Family Guy but since its a rerun, why watch it. I am going to watch SVU on USA. I know I have pretty much seen all the Family Guy and half of the SVUs I figure I can watch those are more fun. God I hate being alone, . I am going to find someone,hopefully. I am tired of being alone. I will find someone by the end of the year before my birthday.

Finding someone, maybe a fellow writer or at least someone with the same qualities as my own. I'll write more tommorow.
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Memories

2005-01-26T20:25:38Z

Its strange when you remember something like your childhood especially when it hits you unexpectedly. Well today I was having lunch with Michael and I thought of a book. I started thinking how I would begin. and here it is. We all remember our childhood some of it were pleasant others were God awful but somehow I remember my adolesence a lot more. Ya i know that intro sucked. While my teenage years brought the person of the writer I am today. Sure times have change and so have the people but the memories will still be intact.
That sounds a bit better I think.

Well I had lunch with Michael and I realized we are drifting further and further apart. While I am turning into a writer and Bjorn is focused on accounting he is just doing school. I don't know what he is aiming at.I start talking with him and things seem to bore him.Its just different,it seems we've lost interest in the stuff we both enjoyed. I don't want to lose him as a friend but I fear its going to happen if things like this keep going. I told him I finished my book and he didn't care,that to me showed he doesn't care for my intrest. I guess its just weird.

Well tonight I am watching the french movie with my mom, I am going to take a nap before going.Ahh my back is killing me. I am so sleepy I am going to move the lap top and go to sleep.
I'LL WRITE MORE WHEN I WAKE UP.

We'll Miss You Michelle

2005-01-25T23:47:09Z

I have finally finished editing my novel,changing the names from Mike to Ethan and Katheleen to Denise. So now the book is fixed. I worked hard on that novel and now its finished. I have received emai from members of the guild that I met yesterday. They all sent some really neat positive stuff. I loved Eric's e-mail comparing me to a Elmore Leonard. These writers are pretty cool. I can't wait for the next meeting on Friday.
Well if you read the message,Michelle my weirdo second cousin died on Sunday.She was the weirdiest of the entire Collins clan,now the competition between Dick and I in who is the weirdiest will begin. I am thinking since I am the youngest and last male Collins I will be concidered the strangest.

Yippie

2005-01-24T19:22:54Z

As of Friday at 4:00 my Novel is completed
I will have to edit the book which I am going to do starting at 3. I am so realeved its finally done. All the time I have put into its finally done no more worries. Now I can relax and edit the thing by Wednesday. Which I will start at 2 and continue working on it till Wednesday. I am so excited I got it done. Editing it will be a breeze. Just correct those pesky mistakes. It will be a short thing to edit but it will be done right. I am planning on editing the thing at Valhalla so I am going to leave the house at 4.Oh boy am I excited.I can't believe I have a book completed. I am so amazed that I have done so much already.Behold my plan of working on the book will work. I will bring excitement. I have accomplished something.

1460

2005-01-20T19:38:23Z

OK,
Right now, I am watching the whole Inagural thing for Shrub. Well like I have written in previous posts I am not a big fan of this thief. The speech I thought even in my own words were pretty good, he thanked his parents, his father, President Carter,his father Bush, and Clinton but forgot Ford. I don't know maybe its just me nitpicking him but I think its halarious that he forgot him. Well Bush didn't mention anything about Iraq, which of course could brought a lot Protestors. Come to think of it, a lot of people in Washington are protesting the event, and I am wearing my mourning clothes, all black with boots. I may not be a big fan of the President but he does have a good way of speaking when he is reading the freaking teleprompter. Right now, they are presenting the gifts the president receives, it sounds like the scene from Fiddler on The Roof, when they announce what the newlyweds get. I am just waiting for Nancy Polosi to say donating two chickens, and Bush saying As the Good Book says.. And then a sprawl happens.But hell that won't happen. Well, aside from the presentation of gifts. They are giving away gifts of flags and hurricane lamps. They look pretty cool.
OK i am not going to argue about these gifts.

Well the presidential term begins today so happens the beginning of his lameduckness. What that means to me, is I start working on finding and selecting to appointing a new Democrat Nomni. My theory would be Hillary, providing she runs again for senate in 2006. I guess I have admiration of politics. I am a hard core political fan. I will work hard in fixing and getting the job done. But heck, I am a politico. I maybe a dual citizen,I can creatize him.

Well I have been enjoying, this whole campaign. Today I have been working and editing my book. So far I am pretty close to done editing the thing and I will be glad that it will be done. I have also added some pictures to my webshots page. I am having a wonderful day. I took this energey drink this morning and well at first I felt like it wasn't working but now I am feeling its effect.

So I don't feel like taking a nap, I do feel alive. I guess the energy drink was worth it, Today the dog had escaped when I was taking her out for a walk. She didn't run away like usual,but she did get out it wasn't fun.

Well,I also took a shower, so I am clean and shaved. I figured if I am going to be mourning I should at least look clean. I also am wearing my Kryptonian arm band. Hey if they wore it when Superman died I should wear it when the Nation died.

People ask me, why am I a Democrat. I tell them its not that I don't like the president, i just believe that the government job is to help the welfare of the people. I have a large Democratic view, a lot of my friends, well ok Michael, he doesn't vote but believes in the Republican ideals so does Cliff. I don't understand, i mean what good has the party done for people my age.

I am also a Democrat cause I am totally against the whole war in Iraq. I think we shouldn't of been there in the first place and that we are in there and we should respect the troops that are there but we went under false pretense. The economy is the biggest problem is why I am a Democrat. So far as the president has made the surplus into a deficit . Its not fun. He also says there is a major problem with social security,but if you look at the facts there isn't.

For a surprise I am an independent writer,I will argue many people saying my views like it or not. I am proud of my views. We gotta figure out a solution.

OK I WILL WRITE MORE LATER.

canuckntexas @ 2005-01-16T22:27:00

2005-01-17T04:47:40Z

Wow!
I am still sleepy, I am going to bed soon. What a Day What a day. I took a nap and I woke up feeling better but I felt refreshed now its almost time for me to go to bed. Well Patriots Won today yay!!! So I am thrilled now they gotta beat those Stealers! I mean now its Those Eagles Vrs Falcons the battle of the birdies verses the battles of peoples. Right now I am watching Lewis Black on Law&Order SVU. This is a great episode the battle of Free Speech. I think I am one of the biggest supporters and strongest advocates of The First Admendment, I like that we can express ourselves either creatively or artisticly by our Constitution. Even if people disagree with what we say we have the right to say it.

Thats the beauty of our constitution, even though many people like John Ashcroft wanted to get rid of certain parts of the constitution by replacing it with the patriot act, we have our rights to be free. I think hopfully with the new AG the Constitution will not be tossed away but it will be

Yucky

2005-01-16T19:12:15Z

So I feel awful. My entire body feels sick I feel sick. I feel like I have a massive headache, I can't move without getting sore. I thought I write before going to nap. I don't know what is wrong with me. I spent the entire day yesterday asleep. That wasn't fun infact if I have to do that again I am going to have to see the doctor again. My energy level is like completely drained, I am going to take a shower maybe that will help. I am sore too. So I will do what I can to rest and feel better. I am going to figure out what to do. My muscle system is all sore. Alright I am going to stop complaining and try to focus on something.

I am going to take some tylanol, and maybe that will relax my muscles. Or at least a warm shower will. So nothing really has happed to me yesterday I went to bed early cause I was sick and today I am sore. I hate being like this every weekend or so. I should just curl up and wait to die if its going to be like this all the time. I mean everytime I go out, I get sore or I get sick, so moral of the story I shouldn't go out any more.

Well tv so far sucks,so I guess its my oportunity to leave or turn off to sleep. Well ok so I am watching the sequel to The Fugitive,US Marshalls. Though I think this is Tommy Lee Jones is best Role as Lt Girard I think he was awesome in the first one not in this crappy sequel. I mean they have to make sequels just to make sequels. I mean he won an Oscar the first time, why do they think he would win another one for this film. I mean Sam Girard is possibly one of the best in Law&Enforcement, also Lennie Briscoe.

Wowee

2005-01-14T01:55:26Z

Alright so by now my stomach is aching me again. I am off to test out my new weight lost. So far so good. Hmmmm,I had a good day walked around got inshape. The day seemed longer and longer. I took a short nap which I am glad I did cause I felt like as if I was going to throw up. Well the weather outside is chilly not freezing but its supposed to rain. OK Right now I am watching Joey and they are showing Brent Spiner, he is from Houston. He went to Bellaire, and to think alot of great actors were at Bellaire.The Quaid brothers,Brent Spiner,I can't think of anybody else. I liked Brent in ID4, a lot of people recognize him from Star Trek Next Generation as Data, but his role as the freaky scientist at Area 51 was cool. ID4 was a great, Judd Hirch plays an excellent father figure to Jeff Goldblum,I think ID4 had a great run on the box office, they should do midnight showings at the Science Museum IMAX. Now those alient ships would look really cool being so big.
Well ok,So Committed happens to be on TV.Joey was funny but Committed sounds like a show that will never last. I mean the ensemble sounds like a classic sitcom, The token black guy, Eddie from Family Matters, The woman from Crossing Jordan, Tom Poston, by far one of my favorite comedians. Melissa Etheridge partner Tammy Lynn Michaels. I liked her on the show Popular. Sure this show will not last,but I will give it a try.So far my over all review of the show is.. it sucks. The jokes aren't funny, the plot if there is any is stupid. Its a waste that they have to put it on Must See Thursday,I mean put it on a Tuesday before Scrubs instead of the sympathy to the fat show The Biggest Loser. I am sorry but this show is not worth my time. I like Will&Grace which will be next and that deserveres to be on Must See Thursday. At first, I thought Joey would suck,but the more and more I watch it the show is pretty cool and funny

But that's my last writing summary for today.